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[ Wed | 08/18/04 | 11:20am] |
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im in school and im bored
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[ Mon | 08/09/04 | 2:48pm] |
School is good. Im happy i got graphics. Swimming starts today.
victormtz86: irish people rulz
:)
I miss you. All I want to do is talk to you.
But im not calling <3
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[ Sun | 08/01/04 | 6:30pm] |
Here, here I am again
And I'm starin at these same four walls
Alone again
And now, all the colors blend
And I'm growing old and I've become
This empty page
Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that I'm the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round
My love, look at what you've done to me
For someone who has felt so strong
It's amazing I'm completely gone
Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm one who's crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round
It's not the love you give me
I'd rather be alone, believe me
It's not the way you're 'posed to treat me
I'd rather walk away
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promsises are better left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm one whos crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
You say love makes the world go 'round
Everytime you try to tell me
I dont care you're not the only
Dont you know I'm coming back around
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round
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[ Sun | 08/01/04 | 5:13pm] |
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I just got home. I went school shopping with mommy today. Im finally done! Woo yeah. The mall was too crowded! Im sleeping at ashlees tonite..our last sleep over of the summer. Thats okay tho im ready for school its gonna be a a good year..i can tell. Ill finally be able to drive!! As long as i can pass my test. Eek. Yesterday was laurens birthday. It was fun. She got tix to hiliary duff concert and i mite be going with her. Im excited. lol. I like her. Well im gonna get going X0h.
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[ Thu | 07/29/04 | 9:40am] |
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Warped Tours Tomorrow!
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[ Mon | 07/26/04 | 9:29am] |
Im home! i kinda wish i wasnt. i had alot of fun. i went parasailing and swam with turtles and just did alot of new things. i made so many friends..i miss you guys :( espacilly michael. we spent alot of time togther he is too cute. i didnt think id ever hear from him after the trip..that itd end up like it does with well..every other guy..but it didnt..he already called me and he is so sweet <3 i went shopping with ashlee yesterday..we havent hung out in so long so it was fun.
im going to miss sleeping with you under the stars
im going to miss your little kisses
im missing you...
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[ Fri | 07/16/04 | 4:48pm] |
Happy Birthday David!
Finally vacation time is here. Im so excited.
Ill be back in a week. Im going to Hati and Puerto Rico. Wooo!
Im going to miss my friends :(
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[ Sun | 07/11/04 | 5:26pm] |
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well this weekend was really fun. me and my entire family..yes all 30 of us..stayed out on the beach. the weather was so nice. madison stayed with me the whole time and jodi came out one day with doug. we let off fire works and the cops came so we hadda run it was funny. i wanted ashlee and kristen to come out one day but i couldnt get a hold of them. i was really happy when court and amanda came tho i havent seen them since last year we walked on the beach and just talked. but then today me and madison went out on the boat and i didnt get to say bye to them..i was kinna sad about that cuz i prolly wont see them for another year :( my uncle jim came out everyday we were there it was nice to see him get along with the family and be around again..i miss him when hes gone. i think today was the most fun..me n maddy went on the boat..like i said..but it started to rain and we got chased and drenched ..oh yea then stuck..dosent sound too fun but it was. well im gona go get ready. im going to ashlees tonite i havent seen her/kk in like..a week thats a long time. <3
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[ Wed | 06/30/04 | 10:30pm] |
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I havent told anyone how i feel in long time..not even myself. And i think this is going to be a hard entry to write but itll help. Everything used to be so easy. Now it all seems hard and confusing. Im in a wierd mind set. Im trying to be happy. I have no reason to be upset. I put myself in situations where i used to love to be and i dont know how to act. Even around the people who care about me most i feel so lonly and confused. I want to get out of this state and just be the happy me i usually am. I keep pulling away from my friends and family and act like everything is okay but its not. Im not too sure whats going on but its messing me up and i dont like it. Ive only got like this one other time and that time i hada reason. This time its unexplainable..i just want to enjoy things like i used to and be able to meet my goas insted of telling myself that their pointless. Im going to go to bed and think. Goodnite <3
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[ Sun | 06/27/04 | 6:34pm] |
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This weekend was really fun. I went to baywalk with Madison on friday and we saw some friends and just hung out. i spent the nite and we watched the haunted mantion..thats a really good movie. Then i went to Davids. I havent seen him in like a year. We had a good time..he taught me how to play pool :) im a pro now..not really. Today i went back to madisons..we were gona go on the boat but madison couldnt so she had some friends over and Will and BJ came over too. I dunno it was a good weekend tho cuz i saw people i havent seen in a while and prolly wont again. Im gona go read some. <33
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